Being Submissive, More Than Just a Fantasy ?
Being Submissive, More Than Just a Fantasy ? This testimonial is based on our first session in June. To make it easier to read and to help with referencing, I’ve added titles and transition words. The rest of the text is as it was sent to me. I hope you enjoy reading it.
Being Submissive, this is More Than Just a Fantasy …
First of all, I’ve been attracted to the world of BDSM for a very long time. I’ve always wanted to take the plunge. But I wanted to find out about the different practices and the lifestyle involved. For me, being a submissive is much more than just a fantasy. I got lost in this search, mixing pornographic fantasies and other false encounters…
In reality, I’m very shy and reserved, and going to munch or other parties is emotionally very complicated. My job doesn’t make it easy either.
Then, one day, after a lot of soul-searching, I decided to get up the courage to contact a rope-maker. To my great surprise, it turned out to be a great experience. As a roper in the field of shibari. I discovered that I was a masochist and a submissive. From then on, I had to find out what kind of submission I liked. But above all, was I worthy of wearing a collar?
After this roped-off relationship, I decided to discover these new sensations, alone at home… But I quickly found the limits and the frustration was growing.
After an upheaval in my emotional life, I decided to move on and try the real thing. After several days of reflection, I decided to contact Maîtresse Julia. After a few exchanges by email, we agreed on a meeting followed by a discovery session.
My Spirit Finds a Light to Guide Me :
Then the long-awaited day arrived. I was both curious and impatient. But on the way there, my usual anxiety kicks in. Nevertheless, I decided to go through the door, if only for the time Mistress Julia had already taken for me.
When I arrived, I found her smile very soothing. We took the time to get to know each other better over a cup of coffee. We defined my research, my expectations, my fears and my limits.
Then, once the coffee was finished, I headed for the shower. This is the first condition for the session to begin. A pair of tights is waiting for me at the exit. Mistress Julia’s voice is firm: no more talking, just the real thing.
This first session is all about mummification. I’m attracted by the many toys, but first things first. Mistress Julia spins me around in the film, which tightens and locks me in. I lose my balance, it spins and I find myself completely enclosed. I’m sweating, it’s hot. Then my breathing became difficult, and Mistress Julia controlled and played with it. Little by little, I regained the cocoon I felt during the shibari sessions. Maîtresse Julia was right. My body begins to relax, my mind finds a light to guide it. Mistress Julia is testing me, looking for my limits and already starting to push them back. I listen, I obey, I endure.
It means giving your heart and your spirit:
Finally, the session comes to an end. Mistress Julia asks me to come! In fact, it’s been a long time since I’ve felt the pleasure of doing it. Over time, it had become mechanical, like watching a porn film. But, to my great surprise, I felt a pleasure that had disappeared. Then I head for the shower again and a debriefing over coffee begins. I’m elsewhere, my body is there, but it’s going to take me the rest of the day to come down from my cloud.
In reality, I don’t know what time it is. Nor how long the session lasted. In fact, I couldn’t care less. I got the answer I was looking for: submission isn’t just a game or a sexual act. Above all, it’s an adventure in sharing between two connected people. It’s like finding your reflection in the mirror. In short, it’s a relationship based on respect and trust. It’s not just about giving your body, it’s also about giving your heart and your mind. All of this is based on dialogue, sharing, sincerity, the look in your eyes…
I didn’t know it when I walked through that door, but I was going to come back and reveal my fears, joys and so on…
Now the questions are over, and it’s time for the answers. It’s a new version of me in a way.
To conclude, I’ll end with this quote from Mr Gabin: “The day someone loves you, the weather is beautiful. I can’t say it any better, it’s a beautiful day.” For me, being submissive is much more than being loved.
Thank you for everything Mistress Julia.
Testimony of Submissive Pascal: Mistress’s Words
The session with Pascal was an emotional one! And they’re always accompanied by new experiences and personal growth. I’m proud of your work, you’re on a very good path.
Note that Pascal has become one of my submissives under contract.
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